Sunday 24 June 2007

It was Me & who?

In the dark………. .…………..my lover…………might be a spirit

You have heard about many games.
You played many games in your life.
Theft always reminds you to lock your house.
But any thing preplanned are very dangerous and doesn’t have a solution until it completes, it may be loving a girl, a pre planned murder in the form of accident, a theft can’t be done with out planning and here you will find a guy who planned a game to play it.


He wanted to deceive his friends and the profits he got by doing so, made him to choose it as a profession at the same time the loss he gained lead made him crueler to come out of it.

The whole world knows about the sprit game.
But if you are the sprit playing the game with your friends, will you speak the truth or will you answer correctly to every question.


Who was with my lover in the dark when I was the sprit?

Sunday 17 June 2007

CINEMA CINEMA

"THE CINEMA" wrote george bernard shaw in the 'new statesman in 1914','is going to form the mind of england.The national conscience, the national ideas and tests of conduct, will be those of films',shaw wrote at the birth of art and cinema.

Film remains perfectly attuned to our age:
we revere its starts, marvel at the ever-developing ingenuity of its creators and keep back more week after week.
the effect of cinema on audiences is an endlessly debated and worried and at some times censored.
new break throughs are heralded as great world-uniting events.
But how much do you really know about film - its history,technology and the people behind the silver screen?

..... the observer book of the film.

Tuesday 12 June 2007

confessions of a film makerr...






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This is a story about a depressive, disillusioned, lost filmmaker, Kamal Kamaraju. Having worked in the Telugu film industry for over a decade, and after having experienced all the highs and lows that go into making films in this part of the world,Kamal goes through a breakdown of sorts.
He begins to question the legacy that he and his colleagues have left behind. With no motivation to continue with a career in the movie business, Kamal decides instead to document his life on a video camera, with his friend helping out as the camera-man.
What happens as we follow Kamal through ten days in his life, as he speaks about everything that he has held close to his heart is the story of the film. A very cathartic experience for Kamal, his friend and the viewer.
A film about films, defeat, anger, frustration, ambitions, self pity, angst and almost everything else that wouldn’t go in as main ingredients in a movie or a main lead.
A movie that’s hard to put down in words….A movie and a character who wants to be left to interpretation

Monday 11 June 2007

Sunday 10 June 2007

the suffering saint

Life is just a dream
Many people define the word life different ways as they take it.
Birth and death are the only two words that you don’t get any meaning but all the journey in between will be experienced.
I don’t want to speak more about destiny because no one is ready to or dare top change it.
Few things are left unexplained and unknown till your last second before you know that you are dead.
Problems hahaha
Different people think in many ways about the same thing and not knowing each other where you find the magic of success.
Success and failure are created by the society and the person around with whom you are living but no one is thinking about life is more than that.
You should try to play the game of life with your mind but your mind becomes blank if a question is raised against you.
Try to start your life with a small dot then at last you will find many people trying to come into your ground.
The only right you have in this world is that you are free to buy your death.
There are many people ready to give their lives for money and at the same point there are many who are living for that.
Don’t write the past which is known to every one.
Try to write the future and struggle to make it past where you will find a meaning and title for your book what you have written.
Don’t try to be like some one.
Don’t try to follow the path that is laid many years ago in which thousands are choosing and at the same time that those people are not living their life but at the end the will realize that they lived a dead life.
Create a path where you can find many things to discover and invent.
Create your own destiny
Discover yourself……………….


I am still searching for a reason to die.
Not clear what is life and what should I do to get my death.
Am I perverted, physic, mad man out?
Was very depressed by seeing my father’s depression.
I don’t know why I did all this.
I will be very happy if it is a dream.
Thanks god still alive to win over the world.
The person who wanted to die in the starting saved a life at the end…..hahaha
That’s gr8.

Friday 8 June 2007

WHITE PAPAER

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………what to write, how to start with, where to end this beginning, why I want to write some thing…………………………..
Sorry I don’t have answers for the above questions and a very important note is that I did not read any book before except text books to write some thing written by some one and even not knowing what we are writing to go and sit in the next class. I don’t say that “white paper” will change or influence your life. This book deals with students who are living a life that they never want to live.
There are few questions for you
Can you live as a beggar?
Can you lead your life in slums?
But many people are living there.
Can you write entrance exam for medicine by reading for engineering studies
You will kick me out if I ask you this question?
Every child grows up with certain interests and many won’t be fulfilled.
I used to scold small kids when they say that they want to become doctor, engineering, lawyer…..but one day I saw a parent training his child to say that he wants to become an IAS officer and he was also asked to say his entire marks list as soon as a guest entered his house. This happened in my case when I went to neighbors house his kid told his aims and his school academics then I asked him a question “did you prepare any notes fro this?” he said there was no time for preparation.

Just live a life you want
You don’t know yourself when you were born you don’t know when you will die.
The time you open your eyes is the time you are alive and the time you close them it tells that you are dead and the time span is just a second in-between and its just dream.
Lets act in the film called life.
I think I confused you by my words and even I am confused.
To be in a right way and forget every thing takes some time to come to the natural mechanical life.



“Its better to die instead of living a dead life”
you will get a solution at the end of book ,it doesn’t mean that it is written in the last book but u will understand at the end ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. I forgot………to say you some thing ……………………yup I got it,….. You know that day early in the morning I woke up from my bed and was shouting for tea. Hello any body in the house helooooo..no response I looked at my watch it was running wrong it showed me time as 11am.oh shit ,I came

jan rise


An Acronym Finder
In the first month of the year;
begins 10 days after the winter solstice when every thing is collapsed and there is no life.
but you will haev a small hope that some one is there to show you a light to step forward.
you have trust in you and will waint for a new era to come.
will be the discovere once again and be teh creator of a new begining.
Get up after falling or being thrown downspring up or grow, as plants: Weeds rose overnight.

this JAN RISE is a just a word that helps yuo to get the lost and regain teh past glowry and discover yourself.
to become prominent on or project from a surface, as a blister.
to come into existence; appear.
to come into action, as a wind or storm.
to attain higher rank, status, or importance or a higher economic level: to rise in the world.
to become animated, cheerful, or heartened, as the spirits.
to increase in degree, intensity, or force, as fever, color, etc.
to become louder or of higher pitch, as the voice.